October 14, 2006

1968

You Belong in 1968

You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

October 07, 2006

An Open Love Letter

"We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we can only fly while embracing each other." - Lucian de Croszonza


To my love, Heidi:

When I wake up in the morning, the first thought in my head is of you. When I go to sleep at night, the last thought I have before drifting away is of you. You are the reason I want to wake up every day and go to work; and to come home at night. You are my light and my life. When I don't know where to turn, I turn to you, and you help and comfort me.

Sometimes, I look at you and you are crying. I know that sometimes it's me, that sometimes I have driven you to tears, and for this I deeply apologize. I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry. I admit that I have problems in many aspects of my life, but I know you aren't one of my problems. You are the very best thing that could ever have happened to me. I think back to when we first met, and it fills my heart with happiness. I think about you when I'm having a rough day at work, and you calm me. When I see and hear how you act with the puppies, I can only imagine how you will raise our children one day.

I know that you love me, and I know that many times I don't appear to show how much I love you, but in all honesty, I feel that I can't because I am crippled by my love. I want to do so many things to show my love to you that I can't decide what to do. I keep thinking to myself, "That's not going to do much," so I stop trying to do anything. I know you're upset that there isn't much, if any, romance in our relationship right now, but I am trying.

I know this probably isn't the kind of love letter you were thinking about getting, but it's the best I can do for now. Later on, when our relationship has "blossomed" some more, I'll write you again and let you know how I feel.


With heartfelt love,


Tony


"And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make." - Lennon/McCartney